Crush.

2008-11-14T08:54:00.000+08:00

ok this isnt working wtf.

2008-11-14T08:48:00.000+08:00

testing 123:D

2008-04-29T04:32:00.003+08:00

please let her be fine.

or let her go.

just don't want her to be in pain.

she's such an angel.

i know people might consider killing me for wanting her to go.

just didnt want her in pain.

just hopes she recover for now.

2008-04-28T03:49:00.002+08:00

THIS POST IS FOR MAG.
HAHAHA.
SHE ASK ME TO BLOG.
SINCE SOME ANNOYING SHIT ANNOY ME IN WLNY.
SHALL POST IT.

I RECEIVE A MSG

"hi there darling.. wad u doing now... ? so bored.. i m chinese.. (100% lotsa pple thot i m malay, cant blame them, i look like one...) you can contact me at my msn samx9@hotmail.com or 92216304 if you wanna take a ride in my car.... see ya soon "
[taking a ride in my car means something horrible already. and who the fuck is his darling? i didnt even know his existence.]

"shall see."

"free now...? meet now want?"

"im too much of a good girl.i cant get outta hse."

"then i sneak in can?"

"u'd prolly leave my hse in 2 or more pieces."

"so u like sm huh? haha"

"i think my dad loves it."

*NO REPLY*
HAHHAHA LOSERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

2008-03-02T22:19:00.003+08:00

Events for Sunday(24th feb)

SunBathing!

At YeeKit's beautiful place(YewMei Green)

With Yeekit & Darryl under the shade-.-

Smiley me!

After effects:D

2008-02-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

My horoscope for today.

After a trying (but blissfully brief) period of emotional intensity and upheaval, your daily life is calming down. You're back to a nice and predictable rhythm once again. The return to your routine is quite welcome, and will make you appreciate the quiet joys of your life -- like having time to be bored! You'll like having reflective moments just for you. For one thing, they will give you time to appreciate where you've gotten yourself in your life. You have a lot to be proud of, and you should celebrate it.

indeed, i went swimming today, @ espall's new house.
i swim swim swim and swim.
i didnt calculate how much i swam.
but i just kept thinking.
even tho i did not come up with any conclusion,
i thought.
many things went thru my mind.
what sean told me thru the phone ytd.
kinda huant me a little,
what i am doing now, pricks my conscience quite a fair bit.
havent done anything about it.
will do. but got to go through some major thinking.
i <3>

truckload of pics coming up:D

2008-02-23T07:32:00.003+08:00

the other time,
i bought a dress from guess.
i love it so damn much
80bucks
i love it
and i washed it
without finding out its supposed to be dry cleaned
and the red color part went onto the cream color part.
it's a checkered dress, so it went all over.
i teared when i first saw it.
i cried and cried for the next few days.
i try to salvage the situation a little.
the color came closer to the cream color.
i no longer like the dress already.
im all shattered.

now, my maid burnt a hole in my mum's fave top.
my mum cried.
i know how she feels.
im feeling down for her cause i rmb what happened to my dress
i dunno what to say.
make me lose my appetite.
my mum said alot of things in anger
i dunno what to say to her.
but i really know how it feels):

2008-02-20T22:01:00.001+08:00

was reading the cleo magazine.
they asked the bachelors

What have you learnt from the past failed relationships?
(i thought this is good)

"If you can't make her happy, let her go."

2008-02-05T15:32:00.000+08:00

i don't quite know how to put it across to you.

its your life, you live it the way you want it to be.
its your future that u consider.
almost every single action you are doing now affects.

its your life, no one can force you to do anything you don't want to.
i can only do my part as a friend,
to try to guide you along life,
and to be the pillar when you need it.

2008-01-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

the craving for alcohol is intense.

2008-01-09T12:24:00.001+08:00

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2007-12-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

15Dec07

Wendy, Puma

Palawan Beach, Sentosa.

the fatter one is mine.

sleeping, but got tempted to camwhore.

wendy & me.

YOUR HIGHNESS!
hehe.
*smacks!

2007-11-26T18:47:00.000+08:00

sorry that i haven't been blogging. i don't quite know who reads my blog, so i presume that im apologizing to thin air.

whatever it is. i love this blog too much to ever close it, or stop it.
i've more than 390 posts in this blog. its gna hit 400 anytime so soon, with me being so random.
life recently was pretty happening, & yet monotonous.
smack me for that.
all the happenings & monotonous (school work) cause me my eyebags, dark eye ring bla etc.

and on the day that i was suppose to hand in the marketting project, my BELOVED COM KENA VIRUS!*&^%$^&*&^%^&)(*&_)
it was passed by the school printing shop. must be some asshole done it to the sch come. fuckercheebye. waste time waste life.

its a fucking trojan, and fuck trojan for having such a ugly pop up.

click on the picture below to se the pop-up.
(dont worry, its not virus. just a print screen)

anyway, went to vic's bbq yesterday. was on booze. drank alot of wine. ate sandwiches and chickenwings. so sinful i'll just DIE. vic's poly friend came, and also ming, jermaine & levin. vic's friend was nice uh.

anyway, have been super broke. and my nail have no color. haha. whatever.

& THE WORST OF ALL, i havent been losing weight! FAINTS.

k i go faint liao. dont feel like typing anymore. bye:D

2007-11-21T09:17:00.000+08:00

haven't been updating my blogspot.
anyway, i think K is psycho.
but K is kinda attracted to m.
and i wonder if K's words are trust-able.
K thinks that i behave like a little sister.
i thought so too.
K likes mental mutilation.
K is super good looking, but scary.

& i'm scared.

2007-11-14T12:24:00.000+08:00

yesterday was damn drama-mama.
if you see some girl holding her top/bra, dashing across streets outside wisma/takashimaya, thats me.

YESTERDAY,
packed my swimming materials & stuffed it into my bag.
then sis asked me to bring her shades along, to pass her cus she forgottened to bring it.
then school was as per normal. pretty boring, no lecture tho.
went to town after school. had pastamania then to starbucks to complete our tutorials.
when we sat down and JANG JANG
i realised my phone's missing.
i borrowed espall's phone & wanted to dash back to cineleisure from wisma.
espall suggested that she come with me.
then i dashed across the streets like some crazy theif
when espall tried to catch up like she's trying to catch the crazy theif
haha.
then nrl called espall's phone and said some guy called andi got my phone & he's from pastamania.
reached pastamania with espall tripping thrice.
espall said andi is hot. ERM...
okay, but he was nice. omg thank you andi. hahahahha
then back to starbucks to get our tutorials done.
left at 4 and went to espall's princess diary's home.
haha swam & after we bathed, i realised i couldnt find my sister's SHADES!
I ALMOST DIED.
until wendy picked up her bag..... it was under it! YAY:D

suuuper happening, but yeap found everything. heh.

and today i almost lost my 24.90/per pair earing! omg. i almost lost 12.45bucks k? omgomg. and i found it in my bag. stupid yanrong. rahhh.

2007-11-11T17:19:00.000+08:00

Recent life:

kit behind;
me before going to work, ytd.

bowls, ytd.

me.

wendy,espall,me, 2days ago.

wendy,me,espall, 2days ago.

me,wendy, 3 days ago @ marina sq.

wendy&me, 2days ago @ LTD3.

2007-11-09T14:35:00.000+08:00

LOVE

2007-11-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

thats me, incase you forgot.
------------------------------------------
shit you, i'm the player.
now that you are also the player,
then im the dominating one.

2007-11-06T10:58:00.000+08:00

sunday night had fever, cough & flu.
popped some panadols, slept.
monday morning, fever subsided,
cough became worse.
had diarrhoea (i checked my spelling @ dictionary.com k!).
monday afternoon, fever came back,
den popped some panadols again, subsided.
still having diarrhoea & flu worsen.
& having no appetite, i had sandwiches for break fast & normal rice-and-dishes kinda dinner.
but before my body could digest the dinner, i already shit soooo much, my stomach was totally screwed. everytime the diarrhoea-feeling comes, i dash to the toilet, with no shit-.- damn it.
then visited the doctor. a whopping 47bucks & 5 medication + 2 days MC.

am currently drinking the sachets of drink the doctor asked me to. it is SUPER !#$%&*$%^(*&^% gross. i feel like shitting again. the feeling sucks. i swear. k byebye.

2007-11-04T23:42:00.001+08:00

FEVER.
im so hot. wooots.

2007-11-03T14:40:00.000+08:00

cecilia came to crash my macroecons lecture. from the moment i met her till i finish eating, i was with my shawl. & before gg into the lecture, i took off my shawl & she asked
"what happened to your neh?"

i told you my boobies shrunk. FAINTS):

2007-11-02T20:02:00.000+08:00

i feeling whatever-ish now. suuuper wanna go club now. but im broke. wanna meet pple up to chill now, but im broke. wanna go pple's hse to just SLACK, but i;ve gt my restriction.
& now the restriction is uncontactable. zzz.

2007-11-01T10:19:00.000+08:00

i havent beeen blogging! i miss blogging, totally. hehe
life's been monotonous. have been meeting yeekit up after school once in awhile to talk & blah.
have been taking it alot. am afraid to be a regular. don't ask me cause i won't say.
school's been like that.
-------------------------------------------------------
& i feel that she's acting as tho she's effing professional when it comes to staying healthy. In actual fact, a total bimbo. placing a p------ to cover up a b---b----?! thats rubbish.
if you're so perfect ( like the way you think you are), den fucking be confident, bitch.

2007-10-28T11:25:00.000+08:00

i wanna sell the dress & the top. even tho it will look damn good.

i bought this at 39.90
selling it at 29.90
price negotiatable!
its free size cus the back is rubberized.
i wanna sell it cus as i was wearing this, my boobs are telling me that they are suffering from suffocation!
( never wear before. i dont want my boobs to die.)

i bought this at 20.90
selling it at 15.90
price negotiatable!
its L size, with measurement stated.
i CANT BUTTON FOR NUTS!
( never wear before. cannot button how to wear sia?)

anyone interested,
please email/msn me @ y.a.n.n.z@hotmail.com

2007-10-28T02:57:00.000+08:00

am currently in macs trying hard to finish my tutorials. and suddenly i miss my lappy so much, i went home and take it, here i am. not completing anything. SAD. no motivation. head's like throbbing so much, am sufferin. uh, whatever. k i TRY to mug & TRY not to tetris. heh

2007-10-26T10:53:00.000+08:00

this post may be a little too cheeem for readers & myself in a few years time.

i think i changed, from the best -- in the world to one who has all the bad habits.
i've started to have f----s & started to f----, use --- to kill time.
i used to --- to destressed, now i've resorted to ----ing & ----ing.
now that 2 of the --- has gone & i have lesser --- to kill time, i'll be getting bored more often now. ouch.

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k skipped sch. going polyclinic for an MC later. stomach nt feeling well. back aching. ouch.
later gg for the imodels @ 6. then meeting my sis after that, to buy her shoes & cut her hair.
super dependent sister-.- tsk
k la, bye.

2007-10-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

omfg. i think my boobies shrunk. FAINTS.
kbye.

2007-10-25T10:45:00.001+08:00

ouch. we went for the talk for the internship @ Disneyland, Florida. & WE CANT FUCKIN GO. the whole damn thing w/o the air tickets would only cost about three thousand(SGD) or so. god damn it. i wanna gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
k bye. having lesson.

2007-10-21T16:42:00.000+08:00

ouch, my sister just scolded me for having the thought of piercing the sternum. sad): lalala. am a good girl tday. i completed some tutorials. wheee!

2007-10-21T11:47:00.000+08:00

this is a must-up-load photo.
how could they make the ever-so-irritating-devilish aishah look so cute?! UNFAIR!
i want tell police!

2007-10-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

as farrrrrr as i can rmb..
on thursday... i had one beef lasagne, one soup for lunch & one chicken soup for dinner
on friday.. i had kaya toast for breakfast, big bao & seafood chowder for lunch & some kuehs for dinner.
on sat.. I HAD SUSHI. LIKE ATE 7 (1.90) PLATES & A SET MEAL, SHARED WITH KIT. k i died, of fatness. & i had cooookies for dinner. like what?!?!?! k died. bb:D

im a lesbian on weekends!:D

2007-10-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

shades- 18
bag- 198
piercing- 100
dress- 20
top- 20
new closet- 1000.

yay. pls drop cash for me. even if its coins i'll be happy.
(pls make it one dollar coins)

2007-10-17T21:48:00.000+08:00

i think i've been a good daughter all my life.
you think i've been a bad daugther all my life.

how ironic.
you compared with nerds.
i compared with gangsters.

at least;
when i know you dislike me chatting with male on the phone, i bother to lie to you.
when you ask me about having a boyfriend, i lied.
when you wanted me to pack my entire room, i packed a corner.
when you wanted me to stop wearing certain clothes, i wore it less often.

i've been good/bad?

2007-10-17T17:31:00.001+08:00

i wanna get this piercing. its like 100bucks only! like omfg! haha. comments pls. i have 99% confidence that the comments are gna be negative. k im bored. i feel like getting it now. wheets.

P.S: the girl in the video is gorgeous. no im not les & im damn straight.b haha

2007-10-16T22:17:00.001+08:00

i know i know. my diet is scaring pple. no worries. i had 2 bread & one whole load of cheeese wedges today! no more worrying pple! im gna jog more thats all!:D

2007-10-15T18:29:00.000+08:00

i think im getting obsessed.
i want to lose weight so badly, i'm getting dramatic.
truth: i lost 5kg in 10days.
what i have been telling others: i lost 5kg in 2-3weeks.
im happy with the speed.
but its scary. scaring me too! shall slow down a little. before it gets too drama.

as far as i can recall
wednesday - 2chicken wing, 2 mashmellow, 2 satay, one crabstick
thursday - one round pancake & one chicken quick bite.
friday - 3/4 gelare waffle
saturday - half of a potato & a crepe
sunday - waffle & 1/3 bowl of beef noodle.

feeling guilty. havent jogged for 1 bloody damn week.
shall continue my amount of carbo intake. lessen jogging tho. busy busy.
& WTF. i ate one whole plate of (oily)chicken rice today.
im going to commit suicide.
hah joking.

*shrugs* am i looking pale because of the sudden weight loss?
~~i've never looked so bad.~~

2007-10-14T02:06:00.000+08:00

loves. i've known her since forever & we share the same v thing! haha. we got our own inside jokes & we've even created a game outta it! hahah. love you mag!

just felt like posting something:D

2007-10-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

ANYTHING ELSE I NEED TO FILL IN? :D

2007-10-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

gonna get MISS SLUT & MISS BITCH tee. one for kit. heh
perhaps getting another MISS ANO for whoever who is ano! HAHHA.

its 50bucks per top. FAINTS. gna get the MISS SLUT one first.

going for tuition then bbq. omgomg YAY. cantwaitcantwait!

2007-10-09T13:07:00.000+08:00

things to get:

- new jeans
budget:50SGD

- new denim shorts. the current one can be pulled off without unbuttonning.
budget:30SGD

-microSD card reader
budget: 20SGD

1oo bucks again! ):

2007-10-08T11:53:00.001+08:00

im fine people. eyes swellling right now. fucktard. will fill in the details upon request. hehehehe. sounds like some infomation counter.
anyways, gna trim my hair. its so messy i wanna pluck it out! lalala. meowmeow. i hope it will turn out nice. cant wait to get my tuition pay tnight. cant wait to get my brother's pay banked in. cant wait for wednesday's bbq. cant wait cant wait! i dont think i can wait for bus to go cut hair. i'll prolly take a cab. hahahah BYE:D

it only makes me stronger.

2007-10-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

苏子威 says (10:06 PM):
lets break up bah
陈妍蓉 says (10:07 PM):
i've been waiting all along
陈妍蓉 says (10:07 PM):
why give up now?
苏子威 says (10:07 PM):
i know you feel tired waiting
苏子威 says (10:07 PM):
lets put this to an end la
陈妍蓉 says (10:08 PM):
if u really want, i dunno what to say
陈妍蓉 says (10:08 PM):
i just hope you'll score well for O lvs. jiayou
苏子威 says (10:08 PM):
this kind of things , i will never want.
陈妍蓉 says (10:08 PM):
things like?
苏子威 says (10:08 PM):
breaking up.
苏子威 says (10:08 PM):
its never a want
陈妍蓉 says (10:09 PM):
i never wanted it
苏子威 says (10:09 PM):
i never also.
苏子威 says (10:09 PM):
but since things had become this way
苏子威 says (10:09 PM):
this is the best way to solve
陈妍蓉 says (10:09 PM):
i love you
陈妍蓉 says (10:09 PM):
i did
陈妍蓉 says (10:09 PM):
never regret.
苏子威 says (10:09 PM):
its not like i did not
陈妍蓉 says (10:09 PM):
jiayou for your O lv
陈妍蓉 says (10:09 PM):
i hope we'll be friends.
苏子威 says (10:10 PM):
i dunno
苏子威 says (10:10 PM):
i don't wanna be friend lso
苏子威 says (10:10 PM):
also*
苏子威 says (10:10 PM):
Lets just end it once and for all.

bruised & battered, now it hurts.

2007-10-07T10:51:00.000+08:00

met yeekit, as a last minute date.
i miss her like freaking damn much.
her bimbo manners, always get me fainting.
yesterday, for ever 2 hours, she'll drag me into the toilet, to touch up on our makeup. felt so bimbo, but i like!
2 words: love her!:D

Pictures for yesterday:
(yeekit havent send me some, will update)

okay. i look screwed here. who cares?

met her @ lot1 to doll up(bimbooo!!!)
took train to orchard,camwhored. (she's lazy to change trains.bimboooooo)
went walking around, looking @ clothes.
went to have our lunch, wanton noodles @ heerens.
chilled @ rocky masters & chat about our past & current events.
we are so alike. just that she done it verbally & i do it thru actions.
(P.S:MISS SLUT & MISS BITCH, hehehe)
her friend came & we were spamming lame jokes.
went bukit timah for pool.
sings:"this is a song, lalalala, elmo song."
boooorrrinnnggg.
went for prata(its free!:D) & went home.

love meet ups.
bye i'm off.

2007-10-04T20:03:00.000+08:00

Time:12
Venue: Orchard
People: Espall, aishah, yuanxiang, puma
People who are late: (aneroxic)Nurul, Wendy

Its gonna be wordy, at least 8000 words.
a picture speaks a thousand words! :D

*ok lame*

blister creator.

2007-10-04T19:52:00.000+08:00

2 items to describe yesterday. a picture & a video.

i love them, all of maos(:
P.S: cecilia, be less busy!

MISC:

2007-10-02T11:01:00.000+08:00

wheee! the blogging bug is back onto me:D

anyways, i wanna go jogging.

i feel so FUCKING fat after that pack of maggie i ate a week ago( sounds stupid i know)

going jogging after this post. dont be lazy, yanrong.

bought something costing 50.85 from watsons. damage again. really need a renovation.then going to collect pay & give tuition. wheets:D going to buy bra(s) on wednesday. yay-ness.

im so addicted to staying at home. expenses-free. hahahhaha

anyways, i used a cloth and made a clothing. i think it rocks.

nice right? not nice also must say nice.

okay byes. i go shit then go jogging le:D

2007-10-01T19:38:00.000+08:00

i think i need a renovation.

damage:15SGD

damage:30SGD (yay 3.5inch)
damage:18SGD (necklace, chain only)

damage:20.90SGD ( its so freakin wasted, im fatter than that top.)

damage:20SGD

Total damage: I don't wanna count, cus that excludes the transportation i spent this month. Anyway, i think i need a renovation already.

2007-09-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

Scenario:

you have a sister, mummy & daddy.
mummy hates smokers.
all of you are in good terms. you know all ur mummy & daddy friend.
mummy & daddy also know your friend.
for a period of time, daddy behaved oddly.
and you suspected that daddy smokes.
so you approached daddy's friend, and ask his friends if he smoking.
all his friends says no & daddy also say no.
after a month of two, you found out that your daddy smokes( somehow)
you confronted your daddy.
daddy apologised about hidding from you.
you called your sister & told her about it.
daddy told you&sister not to tell mummy.
daddy says he will be quiting soon.
somehow, more & more of mummy & your friends found out about daddy smoking.
believing that daddy would quit smoking, you asked mummy's friend & your friend to keep mum about it.

after half a year, daddy is still smoking, but lesser & lesser.
what would you do?

2007-09-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

Original photo: Edited:
prettier right?
Original:
Edited:
Look more radiant right?
Original:
all the veins.*faints*
Edited:
not that bad already:D
Original:
Edited:
Original:

Edited:
i like the tanned me more, perhaps.
Original:
Edited:
more arty-farty.

Original:
cannot make it.

Edited:

wow.

Original:
my face loooks sooo, uneven.
Edited:
gone!

2007-09-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

ytd i wanted to upload photos, internet connection got screwd. cannot upload.
wanted to post, so i type a whole damn shit, nth came out.
cb.

2007-09-23T03:21:00.000+08:00

feels odd.
yay. all alone.
physically no, emotionally yea.

2007-09-17T14:38:00.000+08:00

i dont give a shit to all the Cs i've got.

say congratulations to me.
i have a DIST for Accounting For Asset, & a F~~uck~~ for Principle Of Management.

& A distinction for AFA meant nth
a Fuck in POM meant nth's left for me.

no more holidays
no more fun
can't take out more time for meet ups, gatherings.
more naggings.
more books.

& if i fail my supplementary paper

no more graduation
no more NTU/NUS/SMU
no more graduating with HS0703

& if i nv go to NTU/NUS/SMU

no more money cus i gta go private schling
no more good pay cus i didnt graduate from a govt uni
no more no more no more!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*PULLS HAIR*

bye.

2007-09-16T14:27:00.000+08:00

What type of personality do you have?

Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle.

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships: 60%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

Jealousy Test

Jealousy Level: 60%

You are a jealous person but you try not to let it show

You often get very jealous of others but you are successful at controlling your emotions publicly. When you feel that other people are winning things that you deserve, you get very upset, but you won't hurt anybody else by making a scene. Your jealousy is private. You might, for example, cry yourself to sleep at night when you get really jealous of someone.

Cinderella

How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?

You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one.

2007-09-16T14:19:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

The Real You
Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

2007-09-16T00:53:00.000+08:00

seriously, ive seen bev & yx's blog eon ago. & too lazy or even too busy to even tag.
gna do it now.

1. (the person who tagged you is) - bev & yx.
2. (your relationship with him/her is) -poly loves!
3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) -oops. 5 for both ar. sotong, funny, quiet, couch potato, dunno lah!
4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) - the surprise belated birthday cake from the class including the both of them.
5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) - happy birthday?
6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) - omg! flirt!
7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) -when they become my lover first then say-.-
8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) - make her suffer. enemy what.
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) - she made me suffer.
10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - say lame jokes!
11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - yx-sotong to max bev- very mysterious
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) - noisy,lame.
13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) - lame.
14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is) - nv think before i talk.
15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) - hot & clever.
16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them) - something
17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)
#1 no one
#2 no one
#3 no one
#4 no one
#5 no one
#6 no one
#7 anyone
#8 anyone
#9 anyone
#10 no one

(who is no.6 having a relationship with?) -nno one
(Is no.9 a male or female?) - i wonder.
(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) - hmm. when anyone meetts no onee...
(What is no.2 studying?) - no one's studying!
(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) - i chatted with no one.. sounds so loner.
(What kind of music does no.8 like?) - anyone would like anytime of music!
(Does no.1 have any siblings?) - no one has siblings?
(Will you woo no.3?) - yea. i would woo no one
(How about no.7?) - anyone's alright
(Is no.4 single?) - no one;s single!
(What's the surname of no.5?) - no.
(What's the hobby of no.4?) - no one;s hobby
(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) - yeap. no one & anyone makes good friends!
(Say something casual about no.1) - yes two.
(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) - im not so random to like anyone
(Where does no.9 live?) - anywhere
(What colour does no.4 like?) - anycolor
(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) - no one & no one are twinnies!
(Does no.7 like no.2?) - any one likes no one!
(How did you get to know no.2?) - no comment.
(Does no.1 have any pets?) - i wonder.
(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) - anyone;s sexy?

2007-09-10T13:44:00.000+08:00

A mother enters her daughter’s bedroom and sees a letter on the wall over the bed. With the worst premonition, she reads it, with trembling hands:”It is with great regret and sorrow that I’m telling you that I eloped with my new boyfriend. I found real passion and he is so nice, with all his piercing and tattoos and his big motorcycle. But is not only that Mom, I’m pregnant and Ahmed said that we will very happy in his trailer in the woods. He wants to have many more children with me and that’s one of my dreams. I’ve learned that marijuana doesn’t hurt anyone and he’ll be growing it for us and his friends, who are providing us with all the cocaine and ecstasy we may want. In the meantime, we’ll pray for the science to find the AIDS cure, for Ahmed to get better, he deserves it. Don’t worry Mom, I’m 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I’ll visit for you to know your grandchildren.
Your daughter,Judith

PS:Mom, it’s not true. I’m at the neighbor’s house. I just wanted to show you that there are worst things in life than my report card that’s in the desk drawer.

2007-09-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

i used to have this maths student.
she broke up with her boyfriend.
her boyfriend dont love her anymore.
she swallowed a dozen of panadols
slept for super long
woke up feeling down again.
went out to have fun,
think of him, feel down again.
went home, think of him, cried.

moral of the story?
panadol expensive, dont waste.
eat liao = nv eat.
want eat then spend more money, eat 3 dozen.

2007-09-08T00:55:00.000+08:00

"NABEH"
favourite word of the moment.

lol. had mobtv. happy.
auntie in icu. sad.
he is ____. happy & sad
broke. sad
want that gucci wallet. sad.
getting paid soon. happy.
mag coming tmr. happy
tmr having tuition. happy
mobtv's super slow. sad

2007-09-06T02:23:00.000+08:00

im sobbing terribly now. i dont know why.

i feel like a little kid. i think i know why im crying.

just aint too sure):

anyway, what describes my day:

met up with vic & saw

nat ho's the guy in the army show featuring rui en. the youngest kid. elvin ng.. needless to say.

went to watch 881 & the fucking aunty gave us wrong tix. 881 was nice, aunty wasnt.

keeping it short.

i'll continue to sob. bye.

2007-09-03T11:48:00.000+08:00

was working for the past few days
feel tired

missed the mini class gathering (that was fun)
missed the 4" heels @ bugis(gna get it in a few hrs time)
missed having tuition
missed hanghir
missed horfun
missed human food
missed blogging
missed people
missed LIFE
missed missed missed.

2007-08-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

in any case of you forgetting how i look like, i shall upload my photo:D

some how think my blog posts are boring. they are so random. im like so busy. so outta breath.

tmr morning im going to go to popular to check out the sec2 maths syllabus so i could help rachel's sister with her work(: i wonder how can people ever flunk maths. maths is so loveable.

-shrugs- haha.

after that i got to go for some voluntary work ~~shit~~ at 4-6. then give tuition to rachel's sister at 7. okay. faints.

then on thursday, i'll start working for brothers. and do visit me if you are near city hall(: its comex show @ suntec! i'll be dead tired.

anyway, i realise blogger has this video uploading thing. i shall make use of it! a random video of me making my pen flexible!

to the girl laughing in the video:

MAGDALYN GOH!

11year friend alr. happy birthday!

yay so happy. i'll be super happy to share your problems! im just a buzz away.

this post shall be in orange in support of MB.

2007-08-26T01:40:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog. forget what i wanted to blog, AGAIN.

lalala
*brainstorms*

ok i forget.

lalala~ oh. tmr gg swimming! & i cant wait to give rachel tuition! she loves me! she's giving me stickers! or rather we are exchanging stickers! yay. i wanna be chaota-ed tmr! wheeees~

2007-08-24T19:00:00.000+08:00

i remember what i wanted to say.
list of things im want:
spectacles @ bugis 138SGD.
topshop 4" heels 133SGD
ameri???ya(dunno how to spell la) 4" heels 61SGD
Guess 4" heels 147SGD
ALDO 5" heels 198SGD

☐hate jogging ☐love jogging.☑learning to love jogging

2007-08-24T16:00:00.000+08:00

i forgot what i wanna blog about. bye.

2007-08-24T01:57:00.000+08:00

changed blog skin cus i was editting my photo. woots. i'm lovin' it.

2007-08-23T02:49:00.001+08:00

oops. i couldnt take it and ic hanged the blog skin. i think i got to remove my nail varnish tmr.
p.s: mag, ask me out for tanning sessions alright! contact me once your papers are over!(:

2007-08-23T01:02:00.000+08:00

am so pissed. the internet connection is like damn screwd. and when i finally got to blogger, logged in & everything, stupid me went to pull out the pluck of the lappy thinking it was my radio's. damn it? i nv put battery uh. wtf.

KAY NEHMIND.

yayness. exams are like finally over. all those shit ass principles of managament are finally over. i have this feeling its gonna haunt me after 14thsept. so i shall enjoy now. the other shitty microeconomics and statistical methods are also over. and the ever so familiar accounting is also far away!:D

went cine with the usual peeps to have pastamania. wheets. chat a whole bit. was damn tiring uh. then went to angmokio for the volunteering thingie with the sec1 kids. they say they wanna ks me in maple. like whatever uh? lala.

yx stated her "plans"
alamak. sotong balls & her version of plan.
now my plans:

22nd (tday)
after blogging-remove nail polish(it's gna take hell long cus my nails are glitterrrrishh!)
23rd (thurs)
morning- make jelly
afternoon- go for brother's promoter training
night- paint nails:D
24th (friday)
bake cake:D
got time den exercise(:
25th
morning- tuition with rachel (the ever so cute:D)
night- cousin's baby's birthday celebration or smthing?
26th
espall say wan go exercise. not confirmed.
27th
change blog skin/swim
28th
morning-cook lunch
afternoon- tuition
29th
slack the entire day away.
30th-2nd
working @ comex.
3rd onwards
i'll work out on how to remove the excess flesh on me:D

lalala. i miss taking photos and uploading. am gna do that soon:D

2007-08-18T20:46:00.001+08:00

my mama loves me

my papa loves me
( he looks so retarted just to make me happy:D)
BUT LOOK WHAT I TURNED OUT TO BE?!
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A FREAKING AHLIAN(zxzxzxzxz) WITH CIGGY IN
THE MOUTH AND PAGER ON MY GREEN&WHITE STRIPPED PANTS!

2007-08-18T19:12:00.003+08:00

What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

2007-08-14T12:58:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Not a Player, But You Dabble In the Game.

Sometimes a girl just wants to have fun- and when it's fun you're after, you get it.
But when you want a relationship, you seem to score that as well.
What you want changes from day to day� and from guy to guy.
Luckily, you've got the skills to get whatever you want - and pass the leftovers on to your friends.

When It Comes To Men, Are You a Player?

2007-08-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

2007-08-09T14:23:00.000+08:00

i think i should really blog as in type, words, blog. posting random photos doesn't make a difference tho. a picture speaks a thousand words what! ok, WAD-DEVER! lol.
now i know why i vomited this morning. other than long hrs of not eating, i ate veh little(compared to norm)

things i ate:
ytd
0645-half boil egg
1300-kaya toast ( 2 slices of bread)
1600-fried hokkien mee ( 1/3 of the plate cus it taste like !@#$%^)
2000-air
2400-air
today
0400-air
0530-noodles (which i vomited out. i mean. everything in my stomach was gone~)
0800-air
1200-air
1429-milo & cake.

finally something proper. faints*

2007-08-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

woots. i think marriah carey rocks.
i came across this song when i was on youtube.
missed it like madness. wheets.

if its wrong to love you, then my heart just wont let me be right.

2007-08-01T22:10:00.000+08:00

2007-07-31T02:31:00.000+08:00

bought a dress from river island. super nice. lol. damage wasnt as expected. 40sgd:D a steal!

2007-07-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

whee. im quite alright yea?

anyways. i koped this entry from a woman's blog.

so true!
she read this on a book

HER SIDE OF STORY:

He said he was going to watch a soccer match with his buddies over dinner, hence I suggested that I go shopping with my girlfriends and i meet him at a pub for a drink before we head home. I guess he must have forgotten it was our 1st Kiss Anniversary today.

When he arrived at the pub, he was unusually quiet and I felt as if he was avoiding eye contact with me. I told him it was our 1st Kiss Anniversary today and he said, “Oh ya, I forgot.” We left shortly, because he said he was tired.

On the journey home, there was this really awfully silence. I held his hands and told him, “I love you.” He replied, sounded almost mechanically, “Me too.”

I really didn’t know what the hell was going on, why he had to treat me so coldly. When we reached home, I tried to ask him, but he just said nothing and told me he just wanted to sleep.

On the bed, I kissed him and initiate to make love with him. He complied. After 10 mins, he came and without a word he rolled over and fell asleep.

I had so many questions in my head. Did he not love me anymore? Is he seeing someone else? What is wrong with our relationship? I just cried myself to sleep….

HIS SIDE OF STORY:

Sibei tired at work today. Nabei Liverpool lost again. Luckily sex was quick & good.

how so true!

2007-07-24T02:15:00.000+08:00

its 0215 & lessons start at 0800. waking up at 0600. how great amount of sleep i have.

i had a nap tho. but its only an hour.

shan't complain cause i could have been sleeping or something instead of blogging.

another 2 presentation. coming up this week and its real rush. all the video & the no-front-page laptop i have is causing me so much stress, i start to stop functioning.

& yes tmr i have statistics & accountings. great. at this 0217 point of time, i haven't done any of their tutorials. since i woke up, have been finding photos for my front-page proj, chatting on the phone & stonning.

idk why whenever i think of the truckloads of homework that's like an avalanche, i stone. example: for the past 2 hours or so, I've been staring into the tv set, watching msn conversations pop-up & ignoring it.

there must be something wrong with me. why would someone stone when they are supposed to be busy doing their stuffs. for the entire last week, I've been effing busy for those fucked up ICA, fucked up speech & the just-passed ECONS.

i guess i left my drive there. nothing's driving me to work hard this week. not motivated at all. & i fucking have a checkup this coming Thursday which is gna tire me so much, i'll become a tyre. lol no link(fav hand sign). result of being too tired.

& saturday's mum birthday & we gotta plan what & how we celebrate for her. the present's gna be costly & i have to effing save up. which in another words, means no cabbing, or splurging this week. no more motivational force for me to go on for this week.

i hope dad strikes 4D or something. at least i dont have to pay so much for mum's prezzie & i could get my guess 4"heels @146SGD. ouch. that amt is so glaring. ahh whatever.

i guess im just gna skip my statistics tutorial homework cuz its gna drive me nuts.

free flow of tears from the ample yawns is causing me to lose concentration.

and hence, no statistics hw done.

lying on the bed doesn't help either. i wont fall asleep.

just knock me out.

did i say i don't wanna complain?oops.

i just want time to come to a halt & let me sleep thru one day or even just half. just 12hrs will do.

2007-07-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

Fallin'
Alicia Keys

I keep on fallin'
In love with my baby
I love you
Say mmm mmm
I feel good
Sometimes I feel used
Lovin' you
I'm so confused

I keep on fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

Oh, oh , I never felt this way
Oh so much pleasure
And so much pain
Just when I think
I'm such a fool
I start fallin' back in love with you

I keep on fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
Way that I love you

Oh baby
I,I,I, I'm fallin'
I,I,I, I'm fallin'
Fallin'

I keep on
Fallin’
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you

Im fallin’
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I loved you
what?

2007-07-19T14:44:00.000+08:00

lol. am in pom lecture. using lynnette's laptop.(thanks!)
have been darn busy. all the ICAs for accounting, statistics, & effective com's speech.
& next monday there is POM proj presentation, which has like 15%. faints
& next thurs, there's Econs' presentation. faints.
& there will be Econs' ICA2 after that.

& THERE WILL BE EXAMS

*FAINTS*

2007-07-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

~~i broke a mirror~~ ): badluck for 7/13 years.
ah whatever, who cares!

i told you im loved? i show u evidence
:D

preparing

Singing for me:D

Camwhore.

Cutting cake.

How the cake look like lit up.

Close up.

THANKS HS0703! i LLLOOOVVVEEEE you peeps:D

u know i love pink right? HS0703 is in pink!

2007-07-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

thanks to all my loved ones and acquaintances,
I'm like so damn loved.

@ the 23rd hour, exact, i have a hundred and one people saying happy birthday to me. yeap. 101 of them!

&& at the 27th minute, 10072007's 27th minutes, i already have more than 20 wishes. an average of one per minute.

So super happy anyway, today's date is 1007 2007. how nice? :D going off. feeling the effects of heavy dosage of love.

thanks to the 9 hot (*sizzles*) ladies who was with me @ fish & co. today. loves!
& pictures will be up soon.

2007-07-10T01:10:00.000+08:00

its my birthday!
:D

wanted to blog before my birthday. but was too busy. & yeap. its my birthday!:D yay-ness.

haha. blog about a couple of days!

Friday

went to bioskin to have some idontknow what shit programme, then was dragged to some eye-brow trimming booth & got my brows trimmed.

yeap & it looks sooo super odd in the first photo.

it looks better after a couple of days tho. hahha.
yeap. & went to city hall to do proj with pris nrl yx. aishah's bz. aww. haha

Saturday

live-earth day.

every one's like supposed to wear greeen right? i dont my part! i wore green. & i didnt use any plastic bag that day! lol.

see! supportive alright! its like the daughter, the mum and the ahma also wear green! omfg so cute!

haha look at what i wore! haha the spoon that was given with the tester is also green! haha. so-super live-earth. lol. & guess what i did in Giant that night.

Sunday

shit. i think im getting old. i forgottened where i went. OH YA! i went bugis with jieying! oh ya. we met with a super fucked up !#$%^&*^%$#KNNSHITCCB#$%^&* thing. haha. dont wanna further elab. make myself wanna swear only. i must not be angry on my birthday:D heh. rubbish.

Monday
effing happy day. idk why im so happy on monday, but i am. went to cityhall to mug with babes in class! & nrl, me, yx, wendy, espall, pris, lynette, aishah came to a conclusion. we must wear red tmr(which is today). cus its my birthday! yay-ness. red day tmr! hehe. okay.

pictures:

(update in a few hours time. the connection is like screwed.)

2007-07-08T11:55:00.000+08:00

2moredaystomybirthday.

just 2!

2007-07-07T01:13:00.000+08:00

am feeling: ~~happy/sad/fat/stupid/broke/excited/nonchalent/fatique/energetic/stupid/pain/grossed out/fun/cant-wait/bored/sick/motivated/fat/fat/fat.~~

i was reading this article. & being bulimic has alot of deadly effects. haha. please dont become bulimic, any of my friends. haha.

feeling odd now. rah. so-super-mixed feeeelings!

anyway,
3 more days to my birthday!!
just 3!

2007-07-06T00:41:00.001+08:00

new skin:D

2007-07-04T12:33:00.000+08:00

am currently in the lab. with ms anne (eapen) infront right now.
kinda lazy and busy to update & stuffs.

anyway, did i say i had 5 piercings? oops. i think i meant 7! had 2 piercing recently. wheets:D
& its causing my ear to have free flow of pus, making it PUSSY. HHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
(ok its stupid to laugh to the screen!)

anyways, many things happened. & i concluded that im super decent. haha. & i do have a weakness for money. but seems like the devil have been smacked. haha. SMACK THAT! LOL.

OH YA! & im so sick of the song. i sooo wanna smack smack that. whee! its kinda fun pronouncing smack smack that! lol.

&&& my birthday is in 6 more days! WHEETS!

things i wanna get for my birthday:
~~new handphone.~~ (dad bought one for me! whee~)
the black (glimmering) eye shadow from inuovi. $24 bucks one. ( got 3 ar! dont mixed up!:P)
Aldo 5" heels. black. $198. ( please dont buy the wrong one! but i doubt anyone could get it for me!)
garskin from cityhall $49.95 ( black with purple butterfly)
topshop pink tube 49SGD ( in the photo!)
liposuction XXXXSGD (JOKING:D)

wheets. if u dun wanna buy me any of those stuffs, get me some cash vouchers from topshop or dorothy perkins:D easy!

walau i damn bhb. say until alot pple wanna buy me stuffs. bleahs whatever!

2007-06-30T21:29:00.000+08:00

SORRY. BUT.

CHEEEBYEthis is my wholivesnearyou profile. & this fucking guy come & message me

FUCKER SAID:
eh fuCk.. this a befriending website.. ya not happy with it? just fuck off and quit from it yeah? dont have be like u know? act? poseR? as if ur some goddess or something? get a life man.. who the hell wants to know whether ur attached or stuff like that.. bitch

and 1 more thing,,OH FUCK!@!@ FLAUNTING UR ASSETS?? u mean u actually have? LOL!@@!@!!@ omG.. an A cup or is there actually anything there..LOL!!!! fuCking poser

I SAID:
& if u are not happy with me, click the cross on the top right hand corner. so what if im a bitch. if you are saying that im a bitch, it shows that i have the quality to be one. i act for what? there are pple telling me things like that. & stupid pple just keep asking me if im attached. im just repeating it for their stupidity. & once again, if u think im a poser, why waste time viewing & sending me a msg? just fucking click the cross on the top right hand corner. thanks for letting me know how u feel, it doesnt affect me at all.

FUCKER:
LOL!!! buzz off.. LOL... u have the quality to be one?? OMG!@@! quality?@!?@? LOL@!@!@! pls look at the mirror.. thanks! = )

ME:
u were the one who called me a bitch(:

FUCKER:
ya i did.. and it doesnt need any QUALITY to be one.. if ur argueing on that.. u dont have it anyway.. thanks alot.. just to wake u up.. blo0dy young ass poser

ME:
so when u scold me, it means im one. it takes quality to be a bitch. if u think so, then im a poser lor. its up to one to think!:D

FUCKER:
LoL.. ya ok...yeah u are.. wake up your bloody idea.. stupid fuCk.. and a ugly one that is..

ME:
if u think so, so be it. sometimes, do be sure of what is girl's cup size alright?

FUCKER:
yeah am sure of it.. urs is sure A

ME:
haha you need help. do go for some research yea? kinda far away! dont assume:D

2007-06-27T10:24:00.000+08:00

i feel damn odd right now. i think im injured internally. & i feel stupid. sigh

2007-06-27T09:14:00.001+08:00

someone told me that his mood will sink whenever i called. perhaps i should just throw my phone away.

2007-06-23T20:42:00.000+08:00

6 weird facts about myself.

1. i dont have alot of pink clothes tho i love pink
pink is very hard to match you knowwW????!?!?

2.i like myself shaved, everywhere(pits, legs, downthere?).
just dont like. its weird i know. weird facts WHAT!

3.i prefer hugs to kisses.
hugs give a very warm feeling. kisses feels a little fake. idk why.

4.i like to wear paper panty when i have mense, tho its not that comfy.
easy to handle what. just throw the whole damn thing away!

5.i dont like to wait for pple but i let pple wait for me! :P
i made someone(no not a guy) wait for 2/3 hours! horrible me. *shakes head*

6.i am contented with my facial features, but i think my eyes are not big.
eh? alot pple say my eyes are veh big for chinese. but i dont think so. but im very satisfied with my facial features. normal eyes, normal nose & normal lips! :D

2007-06-23T20:12:00.001+08:00

koped from someone i dont know, was blog hopping.
(giving back the credits.)

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
crossing the road & i fell.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
windows? & rose.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
screwed shit.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
no screamos.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
3.00am exact.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
___ to be _____

7. WHO DO YOU MISS?
lalala~

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
lame is my middle name

11. THE BEST TV SHOW EVER CREATED:
good question. idk.

12. THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO?
my mother.

13. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
not at home, yes.

14. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
him.

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
body shop dunno what shit name.

16. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
any that suit them. i dont like colour contacts tho.

17. WOULD YOU RATHER BE SMART OR FUNNY?
smart & funny.

18. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
coffee. wth is energy drinks? 100PLUS?!

19. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
cheese.

20. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
any burn-fats thing.

21. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
mum.

22. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
yea. cb is hokien right?

23. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
WOAH. GOOD QUESTION. how i know? baby times pple give alot clothes. how i know!??!?!

24. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
yes.

25. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
what is double jointed?

26. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
eh? topshop? dorothy perkins?

27. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
i want a scooter.

28. WHAT COLOR IS IT?
fucking bright pink.

29. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF EXERCISE?
laughing? typing? lol. skipping?

30. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
it isnt really up to me to control right?

31. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
show them the measuring tape. tell them (*points at a measurement*) "you mean this much to me."

32. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
a number from one to hundred.

33. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
dummies.

34. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
i cant call using ONE number.

35. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
being broke/___ being emo.

35. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.S.?
i've never been IN u.s

36. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
temptations(:

37. TATER TOTS OR FRIES?
whats tater tots?

38. FIRST JOB?
salesgirl @ isetan.

39. EVER PRANK CALLED SOMEONE?
duh? thats childhood!

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
sleeping? blog hopping.

41. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
LIPOSUCTION! TUMMY LEGS ARMS DOUBLECHIN!@#%* LIPOSUCTION!!!!

42. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
i was bored-.-

43. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
eyes/boobs/maths.

44. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
makes no difference-.- im no legit.

45. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
CLOTHES. CASH VOUCHERS. & ___

46. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
two is purfect.

47. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
no.

48. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
huh?!

49. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
pinky & the one beside it.

50. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
ytd.

51. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
no-.- im half a doctor.

52. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
huh?? *give blur stares*

53. ANY BAD HABITS?
i eat with my mouth open.

54. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
eh? idk.

55. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
yes!

56. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
i dont swear.

57. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yes.

58. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
scold vulgarity, throw pillow.

59. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
school.

60. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
yes/no.

61. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
er?

62. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
huh?!

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
yes,seldom.

64. DO YOU KNOW ANYONE FAMOUS?
yes/no.

65. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
wads a mosh pit?

66. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
super nice to me.

67. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
ahbee, airpork(primary sch times), no more?

68. HOW MANY PAIRS OF SHOES DO YOU HAVE?
many. at least. 10. i dont wear most of them tho.

69. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
i dont wear shoes with shoelaces.

70. WHERE YOU UPSET ABOUT STEVE IRWIN DYING?
where? nowhere!

71. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
rum&rasin. & some dough dunno what.

72. ARE YOU LAZY?
yes.

73. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
pink red black.

74. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BAND?
er.. rubberband?

75. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
zero.

76. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
no. i wont read.

77. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
this is my now? some song played by 987

78. LAST THING YOU ATE?
cuttlefish.

79. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
him

80. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
dressing.

81. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG:
6,8,12 & down on bended knees.

82. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
fav thing to hate? fuckers.

83. FAVORITE DRINK:
heh? rootbeer? eh i dont know lah.

84. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN
cancer. cus im one.

85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
er. volleyball.

86. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
black. looks brown cus of my previous dye. whatver-.-

87. EYE COLOR?
er? black/super dark brown?

88. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
supposed to, but nope.

89. SIBLINGS?
yea.

90. FAVORITE MONTH(s)
july.

91. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
yes.

92. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
computer screen.

93. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
my birthday.

94. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
depends on whose the someone.

95. SUMMER OR WINTER?
depends.

96. KISSES OR HUGS?
hugs.

97. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS?
r/s hurts emotionally. one-night stands hurts pussically. NONE.

98. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
good question.

99. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
me.

100. HAVE YOU FALLEN IN LOVE BEFORE?
yes.

2007-06-21T18:14:00.000+08:00

1.) Name something that made you smile
today.
`thinking that my mother is a virgin-.-

2.) What were you doing at 11:00 this
morning?
`on the phone, lazing on my bed.

3.) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
`sleeping

4.) What is something you will never
forget?
`my gender

5.) What is the last thing you said
aloud?
`no.

6.) How many different things did you
drink today?
`2

7.) What color is your hairbrush?
`black.

8.) What was the last thing you bought?
`lunch ytd.

9.) What was the last gift you bought?
`iwonder.

10.) What color is your front door?
`brown.

11.) Where do you keep your change?
`wallet.

12.) What was the weather like today?
`i had my windows closed the entire day.

13.) What is the best ice cream flavor?
`rum & rasin. & some dough dunno what.

14.) What are you excited about?
`the on/off zoo trip.

18.) Are you very random?
`yes.

19.) Do you want to cut your hair?
`badly.

20.) What would you do if you got
pregnant/got a girl pregnant?
`call bf.

21.) Do you talk a lot?
`yes.

22.) Do you watch The O. C.?
`whats that?

23.) Does your screen name have an "^"
in it?
`no.

24.) Do you know anyone named Steven?
`yes.

25.) Do you make up your own words?
`yes.

26.) Are you ticklish?
`nt really.

27.) Are you typically a jealous
person?
`very.

29.) Name a friend whose name starts
with the letter "J":
`jiayi

30.) Who's the 1st person on your
received calls list?
`him.

31.) Who was the last person to text
message you?
`sister

32.) Do You Chew On Straws?
`yes.

33. Do you have curly hair?
`no. not anywhere of my bod.

34.) What is the next concert you're
going to?
`the one that i dont need to pay.

35.) Who has been the biggest
disappointment to you recently?
`the maybe cancellation of zoo trip.

36.) How many times have you sworn
today?
`more den ao dozen.

37.) What is something you say a lot?
`i dont know.

38.) What is the last thing you ate?
`muah chee from taiwai.

39.) Have you seen the movie "Donnie
Darko"?
`& whats that?

40.) Do you have work tomorrow?
`no.

41.) Is marriage in your future?
`yes.

42.) When was the last time you
said "I love you"?
`this morning.

43.) What should you be doing right
now?
`gaming.

44.) Do you have a nickname?
`yes.

45.) Are you a heavy sleeper?
`yes/no.

46.) When was the last time you used a
skateboard?
`previous life?

47.) What is the best movie you've
seen in the past two weeks?
`err... shrek?

48.) Are you currently crushing?
`no.

49.) When was the last time you did
the dishes, be honest?
`ytd nite

50.) Are you currently depressed?
`no

2007-06-21T12:56:00.000+08:00

miie iish ahliiannzxzzx. miie paiinted miie naiils blackiie colour nehzx. verii ko0ll riightx?

& wtf. i really painted it black. for some i-dont-know-why reasons, i think black nails are for ahlianzxzxz. & i painted my nails black. eh wtf la yanrong.

& anyway, the doctor say i must lose 10kg to be healthy right? u know who is making me unhealthy? my mother-.-
at 1155
i ate 2 slices of bread with sausage as breakfast.
(intending to take early dinner as late lunch also)
at 1215
my mother let me try the dumpling my aunt made.
via trying, she forced me to eat half of it.
(it taste totally awful.)
at 1235
my mother ask me if i wanna eat dumpling now or have porridge later.
so i said porridge later.
& she took another dumpling into the room for me-.-
i said i was full & she kinda forced me to eat.

& i flared up-.- fucking shit. told her what the doctor says & she still dont give a damn-.-
TOLD HER I WAS FULL & SHE DUN CARE. I KNOW SHE'S MY MUM & SHE JUST DUN WANT ME TO BE HUNGRY BUT SHE NEED TO CARE FOR MY HEALTH MORE RIGHT?! THINKING OF IT MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL. & TO THINK THAT I HAVE TO EAT THOSE FUCKING PORRIDGE LATER. I TOLD HER I HAD BREAKfAST LATE. SHE JUST WONT LISTEN. WHATS THE PROBLEM MAN?! GRRRR.

2007-06-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

fucking shit. i dont quite know why but my mood today is screwed. like some fucking shit. & imeem change damn lot of songs to 30 seconds. what the fuck do you want us to hear out of the pathetic 30seconds?! are you stupid or are you stupid?! rawr. & i have to fucking change my blog song because of the website's stupidity.

oh & i've checked out the price of the eyeliner. its 16.90SGD. anyways. my maid's going home. happy/sad feelings. ah whatever. lol. & i pray that the friday outing will be on. i really hope so. reallly hope so. please let it come true.

2007-06-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

im unwanted! no one gives a damn about my birthday. sad. still gonna write my wishlist down. at least i could get it completed, myself.

dress from outfitter girls 60 SGD (48bucks if you buy 2 pieces.)
zara dress 29.90 SGD ( photo in my previous post)
topshop(in isetan @ lido) top 49SGD (photo in my previous post)
loreal super linner pure black from sasa 16.90SGD
a lappy skin(either will do.)

black shinny eye shadow from M.A.C. 36SGD
LIPOSUCTION!

if anyone wanna get anything out of this list, buy those tops that i posted with the pictures.

& if you wanna get me something budget, i suggest u make me happy.
all i want is a HAPPY birthday.

2007-06-19T02:20:00.000+08:00

promised myself to blog about the camp. so gotta blog another time today.

*whines* "wapiang veh tired one leh. blog 2 times!"

haha anyway, went town with zl ytd. realise my top have a hole. bought a top at isetan(astriel designs) looks like this!

without the twirled bra straps ofcourse-.- haha went to eat the wanton mee which i was craving badly for. then slacked at Rocky Masters outside Cineleisure.

at Rocky Masters. wanted to go tcc but i have a smoker friend-.- knn. lol thats not quite impt.
k start talking about the camp:D

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these were the pple left at the camp on the last day. lol

day1
played 4 outdoor activities. some rope game, some octoPUSSY game, some balancing-on-the-log & change position game:D funfun! haha. kinda tired cus the sun was scorching. then have to discuss about our skit, then the entire night was ours! played cards till late night! whee~ went to sleep at our bunk only at 2am.( is that supposed to be in day2 or what? ah whocares?) only managed to fall asleep at 5am & someone's alarm went off at 6.15. gosh. that was hell early but what to do? one of the girls had to go for prayers. then 6.30, 6.45,7.00,7.15 alarms kept ringing. hah. how to sleep? i woke up @ 7.30 to make sure my team members(im the leader-.-) are at the forum by 7.55. lol

day2
physical training then breakfast. den we played games to earn our lunch. we are having sandwich for lunch & we have to win games to earn what's in our sandwich. my team had not enough pple & other group just threw someone they dont want to us): we only got cheese & tomatoes whereas the other group had cheese, tomato, letuces, ham, jam, mayo, pepsi. the game masters gave us complementary pepsi><>dale)

GAME 1 = transporting people from one end to the other with 3 chairs. legs not to touch the floor and not touching the line too.
GAME 2 = eating of some stupid super dry toast. 7 members have to finish 7 and run back:D
GAME 3 = bouncing some rubber ball into a pail.
GAME 4 = making skipping rope using rubber band & have to skip.
GAME 5 = stacking some uno alike stuff into a 4 layer tower.
GAME 6 = blowing a ball into a goal

went for lunch & we had to go for movie hunt. have to guess the movie name & we have to search for the movie titles that are sticked randomly around the school-.- (how to find sia?!) but our group came in 2nd! yay.
then prepared for the skit at night. it was a major success. super funny & good. haha i think my team screwd it. who cares?! as long as we enjoy it! :D

day3
played some individual games which we played in groups. hahha. i forgottened about what games we were playing & im too lazy to kope from that guy again. (have to go open again, veh lehchey leh). was fun luh. den we packed our rooms & had high tea(nt veh high.lol) & yeap. home sweeeeet home:D

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thats all! lazy type le. fingers tired:D byebye:D nitenite.

2007-06-19T01:17:00.000+08:00

mood: happy:D

song: lady marmalade

whee! idk why am i so happy but i am so happy. meow. went to KKwomen to see some gynae. & indeed, doctor's handwriting is horrible.then went to cityhall(or rather, marina sq) with aishah nrl yx to do proj. reached there late tho. bought drink. its like super cute. cus it only comes in small.

went there late & they have done most of the research. gotta interview nrl's dad. then the project is more or less done. haha. then we were like slacking & yx was doing her accountings. was bombarding me & aishah with qns. me & nrl was like surfing the net & i finally got a wireless @ SG account. yayness. haha. den nrl went off. & we went home too. before gg home, went into miss selfridge. the earrings (from diva) were having 50% off if i buy 2 pieces. so i bought 2!

left & right view of it. 16SGD before discount.
not very obvious. aiya meet me up to see:D

this one is gorgeous totally.
the over view & the details below.
there's this rose thingie that looks sooo loveable.
haha. anyway, it is 23SGD before discount. faints.

2007-06-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

FAINTS! DID I MENTION IT WAS MY 300TH POST?
happy birthpost to me,
happy birthpost to me,
happy birthpost to me,
happy birthpost to me.

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wanted to blog about the clothes i wanna buy. but toooo bad. i never bring my thumbdrive to camp, for i didnt bring my lappy-.- okay it make sense. haha
went to town to mug with yx & nrl. lol. ended up walking arnd shops. other words, (window)shopping. haha went to top shop. saw this pink colour tube top that looks super happy. lol 45 sgd.
(photo here when i get home:D)

another top from topshop 56sgd
(photo here when i get home:D)

another tee from mango 45sgd
(photo here when i get home:D)

another top from zara 65sgd
(photo here when i get home:D)

another dress/top from zara 29.90sgd
(photo here when i get home:D)

another bra from topshop. 26sgd damn hot
no pictures:D
hahahhahaha getting effing excited when i talk about shopping. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

lol am at the camp. most of the pple in the bunk are guys cus the girl's bunk is like the gambling den. haahhahahah. anyway. kinda dislike those who get totally crazy over alot of cute guys. it gets irritating. whatever? lol. hahaha. going off. lazy to type for it isnt about shopping anymore. BYEBYE:D

2007-06-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

am currently @ the camp & im damn missing my laptop & my hp. really i hate it. im not sleeping yet cus i just have this not-4am-cannot-sleep disease, like victoria. & im missing my camwhoring. i cant stand certain people in the camp. but definitely not those whom im gaming with right now. missing the entire world. <3>
& i have been called blossom. meow. hehe

2007-06-08T02:23:00.001+08:00

fucking contented with my blog. i mean FUCKING contented. YAYYY:D

KUDOS TO: VICTORIA LIEN WEI ZHEN!:D
xiexie
terimakashi
thankyou
arigato
YAY