2:15 AM
its 0215 & lessons start at 0800. waking up at 0600. how great amount of sleep i have.
i had a nap tho. but its only an hour.
shan't complain cause i could have been sleeping or something instead of blogging.
another 2 presentation. coming up this week and its real rush. all the video & the no-front-page laptop i have is causing me so much stress, i start to stop functioning.
& yes tmr i have statistics & accountings. great. at this 0217 point of time, i haven't done any of their tutorials. since i woke up, have been finding photos for my front-page proj, chatting on the phone & stonning.
idk why whenever i think of the truckloads of homework that's like an avalanche, i stone. example: for the past 2 hours or so, I've been staring into the tv set, watching msn conversations pop-up & ignoring it.
there must be something wrong with me. why would someone stone when they are supposed to be busy doing their stuffs. for the entire last week, I've been effing busy for those fucked up ICA, fucked up speech & the just-passed ECONS.
i guess i left my drive there. nothing's driving me to work hard this week. not motivated at all. & i fucking have a checkup this coming Thursday which is gna tire me so much, i'll become a tyre. lol no link(fav hand sign). result of being too tired.
& saturday's mum birthday & we gotta plan what & how we celebrate for her. the present's gna be costly & i have to effing save up. which in another words, means no cabbing, or splurging this week. no more motivational force for me to go on for this week.
i hope dad strikes 4D or something. at least i dont have to pay so much for mum's prezzie & i could get my guess 4"heels @146SGD. ouch. that amt is so glaring. ahh whatever.
i guess im just gna skip my statistics tutorial homework cuz its gna drive me nuts.
free flow of tears from the ample yawns is causing me to lose concentration.
and hence, no statistics hw done.
lying on the bed doesn't help either. i wont fall asleep.
just knock me out.
did i say i don't wanna complain?oops.
i just want time to come to a halt & let me sleep thru one day or even just half. just 12hrs will do.